Wednesday, March 31, 2010

time

Egads. I gave myself a weekend. I took a week and a half.
Whoops.

I am kind of denying the passage of time. I am denying that tomorrow is April. I am denying that in 10 days. It will be a year.

And my heart aches. And my shoulders are slumped.
And my tears aren't drying.

I am digging in my heels.
The world keeps spinning.
And I am very still.

7 comments:

Karen said...

Thank you for your courage to share. I saw workers in Michael's garden the other day. It makes me smile whenever I see them so carefully tending to it. One rose bush has its first roses of the season. Your sweet boy is on the hearts of many. We do remember. We do care.

Elizabeth Dark Wiley said...

Jenn,
Glad to hear from you here. I've been thinking of/praying for you a lot lately. And still pausing and remembering...
love you.

Christy Harris said...

Jenn and Stu,
I've never commented on your blog before but I check it often. You are always in my thoughts and prayers as time goes by. If there's ever anything I can do besides pray, let me know. We love you! Christy (Martha's cousin)

Mrs. Justice said...

I am thinking of you often. It doesn't seem like a year could actually have already come. Friend, I love you.

Tammy On the Go said...

all I can say is "I don't forget...."

Mom said...

I'm right there with you sweetie. Standing in the shadow.

Anonymous said...

I can only repeat what I have said so many times...I can't imagine. I have been dreading this month for you since January. I hope you know that I think of you everyday, every single day.
Love to you and Stu,
Nicole