But all that I know is I'm breathingAll I can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
This seems to be my mantra of late. When I am reminded of my devastating loss. I remind myself to keep breathing. When I come upon something that Michael had written. I keep breathing. When I hear a song that reminds me of him or a lyric that describes this season of my life. I keep breathing.
When I mark the days of my calendar. And when I see that July 1 is only 2 days away. And when I purchased a new toy to put on Michael's grave. Because I can't NOT purchase something for my sweet boy on his birthday. When I think that he will never reach his double digits milestone. I keep breathing.
This week seems impossible to navigate.
All I can do. Is keep breathing.